Drink me!
| How to make a M |
Ingredients:
5 parts anger
3 parts silliness
1 part instinct |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little sadness if desired! |
Bai Hu - Tiger!
Mythological Background: The tiger is associated
with strength and the desire for a challenge.
It is also associated with hope to win, or
rather, the blooming season. It is also linked
to meandering, or the ability to be in contact
with a lot of aspects. The tiger also stands
for war and soldiers fighting to the end, for
the sake of their country.
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I'd like, I want, I wish....
I want to know what the future holds. I can see that black toad from hell sitting on the horizon and I would really like to know what he's got in his pockets for me. I know it's not good, whatever it is.
I'd love to know when we can be together. I can see a shining light in the distance and feel the first rays of it's warmth, but I want to know when that brilliant star will shine in my sky for me to adore.
I'd like to feel like I'm making a difference...somewhere, anywhere. I feel like I'm not doing anything for anyone, like I'm just wasting time and effort and could be doing so much more. I'd like to do that "more".
I long to kiss her. Someday.....
I wish I could see her more, talk to her more, hold her always, remove her trouble and her pain and let her do the same for me.
I want to know what I want to be when I grow up. But then again, I don't, because if I know, then I'll have to grow up and be that won't I? That would be bad, because I don't want to grow up... :-)
I want to be happy again. Really truly happy, all the time. I miss feeling that way. Did I ever really feel that way? It's been so long now I don't remember.
How do I love life? Believe it or not, I'm about 7 or 8.
If You're Not The One
Another song that has made me think of you - always
If You're Not the One
"If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
but I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?"
Laying it on (the) line
Had a chat with E on friday and she asked a very interesting question. "Why" she said, "do you have a journal that no one can read?" She was referring, of course, to my paper journal which no one sees but me (at least that's the intention). And the simple answer is, I have things that I need to say to myself, that perhaps I need to go back and see another time, to review and remind myself, but not anythign anynone else needs to see, or indeed
should see.
But that brings me to this blog. This is a public journal. Something that anyone can see. She's made me realize, that maybe this isn't such a bad idea too. No, I don't think I'm going to dump my deepest and darkest here, I have enough trouble doing that on paper. But some stuff, some of the lighter stuff, should go here. And it's a good lesson for me to learn here too.
Don't edit.
Just type.
So that's what I'll do here. Don't edit, just type and tell some of the things I need to....
So I'm putting it back on(the)line.
