Monday, June 14, 2004

I'd like, I want, I wish....

I want to know what the future holds. I can see that black toad from hell sitting on the horizon and I would really like to know what he's got in his pockets for me. I know it's not good, whatever it is.

I'd love to know when we can be together. I can see a shining light in the distance and feel the first rays of it's warmth, but I want to know when that brilliant star will shine in my sky for me to adore.

I'd like to feel like I'm making a difference...somewhere, anywhere. I feel like I'm not doing anything for anyone, like I'm just wasting time and effort and could be doing so much more. I'd like to do that "more".

I long to kiss her. Someday.....

I wish I could see her more, talk to her more, hold her always, remove her trouble and her pain and let her do the same for me.

I want to know what I want to be when I grow up. But then again, I don't, because if I know, then I'll have to grow up and be that won't I? That would be bad, because I don't want to grow up... :-)

I want to be happy again. Really truly happy, all the time. I miss feeling that way. Did I ever really feel that way? It's been so long now I don't remember.

How do I love life? Believe it or not, I'm about 7 or 8.

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