I settled for less...
You asked me a question yesterday."Why? What did you see in her?"
At the time, I didn't have a decent answer. But I've thought about it since then and really the answer is -- I settled for less.
At the time, I knew we'd never be together. I knew that the one woman who was perfect for me was beyond my reach. So I settled.
I've learned a lot. I know this was part of my path I had to take. I had a lesson to learn here, and I'm glad to be a dad. But the lesson is learned, I think. It's time to move on, well, almost--I can feel it in my bones. It's comming. I know that without what I learned here, what's gone on here, we could never be. But still I've felt bad, wondered if I'd just waited that little bit longer or something...but no, this was the course it had to take.
But I think you knew that already, even when you asked me...
