All quiet on the one track mind
It's been a while since I've written here. Frankly, I've been sorta drifting the last while or so. I've not really had anything that I thought was worth saying. Hmmm, and thinking about it now, I can't see this post really changing that.Maybe I'm not drifting so much as floating, following the swirls of the universe as the one thing moves to the desire of the one mind. I don't really think too much about the future any more, other than in vague directions, distant goals and someday hopes. I don't really think too much about the past any more either. It'd done and over and brought me to my here, and now. If anything I think of the past in some of the same general vagueness that I use for the future.
So is this living in the now? Living for today? I guess so.
The thing is that I really feel like I've lost my passion, whatever it may have been. I don't feel driven to anything anymore. No great highs, no great lows, just an even keel. Maybe it's just that I'm not used to the whole even keel thing. I know for a long time I was hooked on being angry, maybe this is just me free of those encumberances and learning to be who I really am. Maybe I'm finally finding my own true inner voice.
Or maybe I'm just taking an in-body sabatical. An in-body experience if you will.
Leave me a message at the beep and I'll get back to you when I have a brain...
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