Honestly...
Do you want my honest reaction? Really?My first thought...very first was "Really? She cares that much for me that she's mad?" Followed by "Awesome!"
I know, crazy right?
And then my next thought was another question..."Why do you think so little of yourself, think you deserve to be desired, adored and respected so little, that you feel you don't deserve that place in my heart?" It's not a pedestal, so much as a place of admiration and appreciation for all that you are and all that you do. You are, as I know I've said, an awesome person. Sweet, thoughtful, caring, loving and wonderful. I know you don't take a compliment well, it makes you uncomfortable...and for that I'm sorry, I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable.
I do wish you wouldn't sell yourself so short though.
I admire you and you will always be one of my heroes. The things you put up with and keep on smiling, keep on being so darned sweet, I don't know that I could do it. You inspire, and not just me.
Don't worry about being mad at me for needing tests. Don't let yourself run off on that guilt trip. I don't mind. Actually it makes me feel special. And heck, I've been mad at you too, for similarly intangable things, with nebulous reasoning behing it. So really, no problems.
Thank you for thinking of me, and caring for me. That means a great deal...
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