Future Holdings
Well, I don't know why, but it seems like an appropriate time for this...I guess lately I've been wondering what the future holds for me. It feels like there's something on the horizon again, the ol' winds of change are blowing and I'm not sure what they're blowing in (or out as the case may be).I was really giving this some thought last night, and I think the realization or conclusion I've come to is...I don't know, and I don't particularly care (tah-dah!). Okay, that sounds callous. It's not so much that I don't *care*...more that I know whatever happens will happen and that really there's sweet squat all I can do to influence it at this point, and that when it comes and I can perhaps help to pick my path, well, I trust and know that it'll all work out in the end, no matter what.
A very wise woman has taught me that there are no "mistakes", no "wrong directions". Some paths take longer to get there, others take shorter, but in the end you still get there. All this is a dream, and it's already been done, time does not exist. The goal is to get home, simple as that. I know I'll get there, I'm certain of it.
So speculation as to what the future holds, it's okay, I'll wait, thanks, and see when it gets here. I know I can handle it, I'm (I suppose) ready for it. I think I have a few ideas of what's out there, somewhere in the murk of then, and if and when they get here, okay, and until then, that's okay too. I think I'm learning what I need to learn, which is the key to the whole thing in end. Learn the lessons, take the steps, embrace your destiny, find your way back home.
To quote one of my favorite Shakespere lines "Blow wind, crack thy cheeks..." I accept and embrace the winds of change and what they may bring me. (And to quote the Nickelback song that I fear stands on the horizon "Something's gotta go wrong, 'cause I'm feeling way too damn good", but I do trust it'll all come out in the end)
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