You'll never read this
It stuns and amazes me how quickly and how completely you can suck all the joy and all the pleasure out of me.You can send me, as you did today, from smiling, happy and content with this so called life to bleak, depressed and forelorn faster than the speed of light. And what's more you really don't seem to care. You even make it out to be my fault. I know that this is all a dream, nothing real about it, and that in dreaming you I'm dreaming you doing this to me, but it still affects me. It still turns what had been happy into sad. Something I'll need to learn to deal with I guess.
How long will I stay at this? How long can I? How long indeed.
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