Feelings and desires
I have to admit, I often feel like a dolt when I first see her. I'm sure that I act strange, and look odd, but it's all because of the thoughts running through my head.You see, the first thing I want to do, I always want to do, is take her in my arms, give her a warm hug and a loving kiss. I know, that's not a good idea is it? My rational mind knows that, but my romantic heart doesn't like to listen. Just because we're standing in the hallway at work doesn't stop my so active imagination from playing the scene out in my mind's eye. I sometimes toy with the thought of doing it anyway, but that's my inner Hollywood again.
Someday, when the stars are right (as old Howard likes to say) my scene might play out for real, even once. But I understand how reality works in the here and now. So in the meantime I guess I'll keep being a dofus when I see her, and hope that the awkwardness I feel doesn't manifest for anyone else to see. And I'll keep watching that movie play out on my little mental silver screen.
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